What I am in this world but others see me as

How can I hold on with such strength only to be knocked down

tear me

bear me

hear me

forget me

I am nothing

i feel nothing

i am forgotten

You yell and say you love me

You say you are making amends but you don't listen

I tell you I'm in pain and you top it

I am the worse thing to come into your life by your own words

but are a Marta as you will stay any way

You leave me alone when I need you

You tell our most personal moments to others while we are still fighting

You show people my worse, with no regard to what it will do to my best

Love and pain are such a fine dance

A world of internal balances

I am who I am

And when I crash I bring my world to its knees

As no one can hurt me in the way you do